The past is coming back
Grey days are whispering behind your neck
It was some time before
You seemed to close the door
But you still hear cruel voices
Your lost and wrong choices
Sadly waiting for a night
Cause will be only with the thoughts that are not right
I feel so sorry you were on your own
I left you all alone
Promised that I will never do it
But finally I did
Can you hear me?
I will be near
I won’t leave, my love
There is no problem we can’t solve
You can cry
You can lie
But I’ll be there
I swear…

Take a brush without any direction

Just a blind impulse

Trying to achieve final perfection

Feel the mind-blowing pulse

Spontaneous and abrupt dab

Catch your breath and draw

Haven’t got any time for a nap

In this field there is no law

Butterflies in your stomach

Hurricanes in your head

It’s not a question of luck

The trick is not to get mad

Are you ready for a show?

Can you stay calm?

Take your place in spectator’s row

Enjoy watching what they’re done

Years and centuries are passing by

Pity but masterpieces are getting formal

But in this place they don’t lie

Because life is short, art is eternal

1.

Where am I going?

The final destination is too scary

Last days were mind-blowing

The understanding is rather heavy

Used to be holy

But now I’m falling down

The reality is left by glory

I lost my crown

…

Please, kill me

Please, kill me

Please, kill me, I want to die

2.

I feel disgust to that hours

I hate my on life’s line

I took so many showers

But can not wash away this sign

Writing this song

I hope to forget

Last hours were to wrong

I will always regret

…

Please, kill me

Please, kill me

Please, kill me, I want to die

3.

Save me

As far as you are liable

Warn me

Give me the Bible

Threaten me

Make me believe in God

Blame me

Make me cry for the troubles I’ve got

…

Please, kill me

Please, kill me

Please, kill me, I want to die

1.

How do you feel when I’m here?

What are you thinking about?

My soul is enough with the fear

It’s ready to scream aloud

I’m dying slowly

This illness eats me through the inside

But won’t show a tear

I need to fight

…

O, my friends, don’t leave me alone

We have always been the one

And when I will suffocate

Follow me till Heaven’s gates

The last thing I want to see

Is the tiding waves of sea

2.

My legs are frozen

Such a terrible pain

Give me any medical poison

Inject it into my vein

Give a reason to smile

Make me laugh in a loud voice

Listen, it’s not my turn to die

It wasn’t my choice

…

O, my friends, don’t leave me alone

We have always been the one

And when I will suffocate

Follow me till Heaven’s gates

The last thing I want to see

Is the tiding waves of sea

3.

Hold my hand and lead me

Just one hug to stay alive

I ask you to be near

When I will fluently dive

Have to take it as my fate

After I’ll be gone you will live

That’s my advice, mate

Be an oak, not its fallen leaf

…

Tell my mum I loved her

Tell my dad I was a noble man

But there is an evil law

Death can take you in any term

Please, don’t cry, my girl

Enjoy your happy days

Life is a magic pearl

So live, give up this stupid plays

1.

Hello, Master

How are you?

What’s your disaster?

Why are you so blue?

Your smile was so bright

So what has changed?

…

You taught me to fight

But now you are giving up

And the words that seemed so right

Now they only sharp

2.

You caught me

With you insane fire

What I see?

You’ve lost any dream or desire

The one who gave the light

So what has changed?

…

You taught me to fight

But now you are giving up

And the words that seemed so right

Now they only sharp

3.

Can you say

When you’ll come back?

I’ll wait until that day

When you’ll sew your crack

You have saved

Millions of lives

And how have you paid?

You lost the sparkle in your eyes

…

You taught me to fight

But now you are giving up

And the words that seemed so right

Now they only sharp

Why did…

You give up?

You are sitting, looking in the window

Seeing foaming waves persecuted with the wind, oh

Crossing arms and knees, protecting the heart

Your life is broken like a cracked nut

Would prefer to live in an old delusion

In ignorance that he has made such a conclusion

…

Why did you go away?

I was ready to be changed

Why did you go away?

I was ready to be blamed

Why did you go away?

I was ready to kill for us

Why did you go away?

I was ready to live in the past

…

Used to be associated with the color blue

With the color of an unpredictable sea

Now your synonym is a dangerous flue

Choose any dark color, black let it be

You took everything that can mean a note

The only thing you left was a painful cold

…

Why did you go away?

I was ready to be changed

Why did you go away?

I was ready to be blamed

Why did you go away?

I was ready to kill for us

Why did you go away?

I was ready to live in the past

…

Break, tear apart all that memorize of me

Forget about moments when you saw my tear

I want you to be just a black mark

In the story when I was deceived by the luck

But when I turning the pages in my head

They consist of love color red

…

Why did you go away?

I was ready to be changed

Why did you go away?

I was ready to be blamed

Why did you go away?

I was ready to kill for us

Why did you go away?

I was ready to live in the past

Afraid to smile or to breath

You always make me blind

Sarcasm, irony and cynism

The only justification you can find

Want to talk about destruction?

Okay, but you need

To remember my reaction

You are the book I desire to read

…

You are better than you think

Mean too much to all

But for now the thing you bring

Is a feeling I want to fall

…

Don’t believe in what she says

She doesn’t believe herself

Talks about depressive mess

Doesn’t wait for any help

Do you dream of killing me?

Sometimes I guess you do

Can’t understand what you see

When I try to support you

…

You are better than you think

Mean too much to all

But for now the thing you bring

Is a feeling I want to fall

…

Hope ignoring can save?

But no way you can hide

Seem to be so brave

Really, your courage has died

Look straight into my eyes

And say it face to face

Do you believe in your lies?

Or just can’t take your place?

…

You are better than you think

Mean too much to all

But for now the thing you bring

Is a feeling I want to fall

…

I have said so many fucking times

You are better than you think

Your soul has no price

*The words you want to write on my ring*

I don’t know where to go

I don’t know what to say

I just afraid

To burn out some day

And to come low

To die under the rain

From tears who paid

For the mistakes I’d made

Want to run to the place

Where people haven’t got names

And to see only your face

To go away from this race

I have my own way to touch the sky

I believe that one day I can fly

I’ll be the first

I’ll never be lost

I will achieve my aim

I’ll never be the same

…

It’s just a story of a broken dream

Dream without any theme

I see I’m the worst

Just a ghost

Not that noble

My story is impossible

So hide in the shadow of the best

I haven’t passed the test

If I could back to the times

When I was sleeping for hours

I would read between the lines

And find some powers

…

I believe, I’ll fly

In this red bleeding sky

And I know, we won’t grow

And ever die

Burry me in the deep

With my frozen feet

I want to lie under flowers

In the garden of your house

We are two feuding towers

North and south

There will always be a barrier between us

Never trust

There is no reason

It’s a trick but you will see me blowing every season